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 Name : Ayan Kumiko
Nick : Maya
Age : ....
D.O.B : ....
Sign : Sagittarius
Email : mafabunan@yahoo.com
YM : class_cuties
Friendster : kuroitenshi15@yahoo.com

// [A]dores.. *

 anime.
manga.
j-music.
cars.
racing.
drift.
art.
music.
house m.d.

// [L]oathes.. *

 jackasses.
snakes.
stuck-up brats.
spiders.
ampalaya.

// [L]inks.. *

 My multiply.
Fanfictions.
My livejournal.

// [W]ishlist.. *

 nintendo ds.
make a manga.
drift my car.
produce an awesome computer graphic design.
See l'arc~en~ciel perform live.

// [T]agboard.. *

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Thursday, November 25, 2004
|11/25/2004 03:59:00 PM|

This is bad... really bad. I've a cough for almost a week now and it still won't go away! grr... this is frustrating! *sigh* Anyway, its been awhile since I last posted here and I still haven't finished making the layout of this blog site. The reason mainly is... I'm too lazy to do it and the other is I don't know what I should put in there. I'm so lame... hehehe... looks like my job in life is to be a professional bum. Hehehe... just kidding! Of course that's not the job that I have in mind demo saa... the course that I'm taking now... I'm slowly losing interest in it. Well, I guess I have a reason for that. I really don't want to take nursing in the first place! My line is in computers or the arts. Actually, I'm more fond of the arts than the sciences. I'm just not fit to become a nurse... but what the hell, I'm here already and I have invested most of my time in it, it'll be a mojor loss if I back out now.

Okay enough of that! On other matters, we just finished our interview in the U.S. embassy and it looks like we're really leaving the country next year. Grr... I don't know what to make of of my feelings. A part of me is excited at the fact that I'm going, the other is sad that I'm leaving and the other is pissed of that this is happening. What others say about me is true I guess. I am someone who is different, kinda hard to understand. I myself am confused at my ownself. Isn't that weird? I just wish that my parents will accept that fact. I'm not like the average kid that they see on t.v. I don't like what others would usually like. I am different, strange at some point. Others may even think that I'm eccentric, like Eriol-type eccentric... at least I understand that much of myself.

I'll stop now before my head hurts from too much thinking

mood: i actually don't know, hehehe...
music: White Flames (Weiss)


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