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 Name : Ayan Kumiko
Nick : Maya
Age : ....
D.O.B : ....
Sign : Sagittarius
Email : mafabunan@yahoo.com
YM : class_cuties
Friendster : kuroitenshi15@yahoo.com

// [A]dores.. *

 anime.
manga.
j-music.
cars.
racing.
drift.
art.
music.
house m.d.

// [L]oathes.. *

 jackasses.
snakes.
stuck-up brats.
spiders.
ampalaya.

// [L]inks.. *

 My multiply.
Fanfictions.
My livejournal.

// [W]ishlist.. *

 nintendo ds.
make a manga.
drift my car.
produce an awesome computer graphic design.
See l'arc~en~ciel perform live.

// [T]agboard.. *

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Saturday, December 18, 2004
|12/18/2004 12:18:00 PM|

i'm on an errand to go to the bank but i'm lazy so i'll do it later, i will take a bath first. haay.. i really want to go to robert's gig tonight, i hope my mom changes her mind. it's not as if im going to drink alcohol there because i want to drink coffee after the gig, it's in katipunan anyway and there is a nearby starbucks there plus sare n mides are with me and so are all my classmates, i don't know what my mom is making a fuss about! it really get's on my nerve when my mom treats me like im a fragile child that doesn't know a thingin the world. i'm 18 for goodness sake! i'm of legal age! grr... that's what you get for watching too many news on the tv, it's not that it's a bad thing but these days the only thing that you'll watch from the news are the violences that are happening outside. puro na lang tungkol sa pinatay, sa na-rape, nasaksak, na-holdap o na-kidnap. it's all violence, even when they report about politics it's all the same. grr...i feel like im a bird trapped in a cage! a bird can only fly when he was let out and will be put back inside the cage once the owner decides that it's time to put him back in. i really envy my friends when their parents allow them to go out, that's the main reason why i don't let them know when i'm going out with my friends after school. sometimes, i wish that i finish my studies soon so i can be independent. i know that it'll be hard because i experienced 4 days of being independent but at least i control my own moves, i decide my own decisions. i feel like they have all the control over my life, even the school that i wanted to go in. i wanted to enter in mapua but they didn't let me because they don't want to. i want to take up theater arts in ateneo but again they didn't let me... it's so frustrating. there are times that i just want to scream out loud my frustrations or run away from home but i know i can'tdo that because i have no where to go to and im still dependent on them. i want to get a part time job the last time but they don't want to, i don't know why. they don't even agree on the extra-curricular activities that i want to partake to. grr... i really want to cry but then again crying won't help with my current situation. now, all i can do is to finish my studies fast so i can go independent...
mood: frustrated
music: Jazz me Blues (Weiss Kreuz)


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