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 Name : Ayan Kumiko
Nick : Maya
Age : ....
D.O.B : ....
Sign : Sagittarius
Email : mafabunan@yahoo.com
YM : class_cuties
Friendster : kuroitenshi15@yahoo.com

// [A]dores.. *

 anime.
manga.
j-music.
cars.
racing.
drift.
art.
music.
house m.d.

// [L]oathes.. *

 jackasses.
snakes.
stuck-up brats.
spiders.
ampalaya.

// [L]inks.. *

 My multiply.
Fanfictions.
My livejournal.

// [W]ishlist.. *

 nintendo ds.
make a manga.
drift my car.
produce an awesome computer graphic design.
See l'arc~en~ciel perform live.

// [T]agboard.. *

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Sunday, January 30, 2005
|1/30/2005 01:05:00 PM|

Yesterday I went out with Sare and Mides. It's customary for us three to meet at least once a week. Of course we had the usual routine: go to gateway mall and stay at starbucks for some chit-chat. We actually saw Mica and Jonyl, two of our close friends way back in high school. Anyway, Sare saw some of her collge friends in starbucks and they talked leaving me and Mides. We had a serious talk about our love lives. I'm happy for her since it seems that she really likes this Lowell guy and may actually love him but we're still not sure on that. But based on what she told me, it sure seems so and the guy seems to also like her back. I just wish that their relationship turns out alright and if ever they do become a couple I hope that they won't end up like what I did. I told her about Ezri(not real name due to personal reasons) and she told me that I love the guy. I won't deny that what she had said is true and I want our relationship to be more than just friends but, I also don't want it to happen since I'm leaving the country and I'm not even sure when I can go back. I don't want to be committed because it'll only make things complicated for me... but I guess what Sare said is true. "We have our personal legends, we are our own oasis." I believe in "omen"s and I just saw one last night. While waiting for Mides' ride I showed her the group picture that was taken on one of my friends birthday. We were sitting beside each other and she said that we look like each other. (^_^); When I was putting the picture inside my picture box I found a picture of us two with him hugging me. I don't know why but I felt like it was right for him to be there hugging me. Aggh... I don't know what he did for me to feel like this... When Mides asked me why I like him, I can't find any answer. He's nowhere near Romar. He's not as good-looking as him, not as smart as him and not as sweet as him so I really don't know why I fell for him. He is the very anti-thesis of me. I'm lazy he's not. I'm weird he's normal. He's studious I'm not and even the things that we like are different!!! But I still feel that it's right for us to be together. *sigh* I'll just see what happens in the future...


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