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 Name : Ayan Kumiko
Nick : Maya
Age : ....
D.O.B : ....
Sign : Sagittarius
Email : mafabunan@yahoo.com
YM : class_cuties
Friendster : kuroitenshi15@yahoo.com

// [A]dores.. *

 anime.
manga.
j-music.
cars.
racing.
drift.
art.
music.
house m.d.

// [L]oathes.. *

 jackasses.
snakes.
stuck-up brats.
spiders.
ampalaya.

// [L]inks.. *

 My multiply.
Fanfictions.
My livejournal.

// [W]ishlist.. *

 nintendo ds.
make a manga.
drift my car.
produce an awesome computer graphic design.
See l'arc~en~ciel perform live.

// [T]agboard.. *

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Sunday, February 06, 2005
|2/06/2005 02:26:00 PM|

today, we edited the editorial articles needed for our PHC project and boy did we have fun!!! fun in a kinda bad way. why? because we kept on laughing at the wrong grammar that my classmates commited. i know that it's bad and i'm not saying that i am an expert at the grammar itself but the thing is, the mistakes were very obvious that you'd really laugh. and some of them, though the grammar is correct, doesn't make any sense!!! there was this particular sentence in one of the articles that baffled the three of us (note: three heads were already working and still we can't figure out what he wanted to say) and we have to call him so just to ask what he really mean by that sentence. we were like, "what the fuck does that supposed to mean?" or "i really can't get what he's trying to say." thank goodness that his gf was with us and we were able to ask him.
now that i got the taste of how being an editor is i can't help but think that if the same thing is happening to our lives. i mean, what if there's this entity besides God that has the power to control what our future will be. i can imagine him laughing at every single mistake that we did in life. whoa... that's scary. i don't like the idea that someone besides myself and God has the power to control me. this reminds me of the movie final destination 2. although the movie is very unrealistic, it still brings shivers throughout my body. imagine death chasing after you... *shudders* i know that all of us will eventually die but that movie clearly states that you're not the one controlling your life. i'm a skeptic of such a thing but there was once a time in my life that i readily accepted it. maybe there really is something called fate or destiny. i don't know, but i want to make myself believe that i'm the one who is making my own future and not some kind of entity from nowhere. okay enough about that. all this thinking is making my head hurt again. haay... when did i fucking become like this anyway? i know for sure that i wasn't like this before. is it a sign of aging? nah.... i don't think so! wakekeke....


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