It has been more than two months since I arrived here. I was really bitter and homesick for the first few weeks, my previous posts standing as evidence to that. I have also been to countless parties and family gatherings that I am slowly starting to dislike. Why? Let's just say that I don't like to mingle with other people very much. A contradict to what I want which is to make new friends. I know that it is pretty stupid but I guess I'm afraid to approach people that I don't know. I'm afraid that they will make fun of me in some other way. Ha, pretty pathetic but that's how it is for me. As for my parents, they will be going back in August which made me sad and a little jealous. I want to go with them but I can't because of my re-entry permit which is only good for two years and I still have two more years to go in my studies that's why I have to stay until next year for the opening of the new school year. It pretty sucks but I have no choice like when I was about to go here. So instead of sulking about it in a little corner, I decided to work for the meantime so that I can save money and buy my own car when I go back in the Philippines. It'll be hard for me because this will be my first time that I will actually work. But as the saying goes, "there's a first for everything." I just hope that I find a job which I will love and enjoy and has a high pay. Of course I need to spend of that money for me here too, not only for the car! Wakekeke.... Now, I can say that I have accepted my fate pretty much. I can't do nothing with my predicament of being here so I'll just have to use some opportunities that I have in here. Although I can't wait for February to arrive. That's the time when I will go home. Hehehe....