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 Name : Ayan Kumiko
Nick : Maya
Age : ....
D.O.B : ....
Sign : Sagittarius
Email : mafabunan@yahoo.com
YM : class_cuties
Friendster : kuroitenshi15@yahoo.com

// [A]dores.. *

 anime.
manga.
j-music.
cars.
racing.
drift.
art.
music.
house m.d.

// [L]oathes.. *

 jackasses.
snakes.
stuck-up brats.
spiders.
ampalaya.

// [L]inks.. *

 My multiply.
Fanfictions.
My livejournal.

// [W]ishlist.. *

 nintendo ds.
make a manga.
drift my car.
produce an awesome computer graphic design.
See l'arc~en~ciel perform live.

// [T]agboard.. *

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Tuesday, February 14, 2006
|2/14/2006 04:23:00 AM|

Okay... something's wrong with my left foot. I don't know what it is but I'm sure as hell that I'm feeling uncomfortable right now and it hurts when I walk straight. I mean, when I step it has to be sidewards so it won't hurt. I think it has something with the veins at the foot, some of them are swollen since last week. I really need to get a doctor to check on it, it's been a while already. I pray that it's nothing serious and it can be treated by massage or drinking some pills. I don't want any surgery. Oh please, don't let it be an embolism or something worse. You know, watching Dr. House can make you a paranoid. If this happened before I watched Dr. House, I would dismiss it as fatigue or something. Now, because of that show, all kinds of serious diagnoses enter my mind and it's scaring the hell out of me. I swear I'm going to the doctor to let it get checked. I promise myself that I won't wear that slippers that I bought at 168 because the first time this happened to my leg was when I wore that slippers and it ocurred again today because I wore it this afternoon, but that was just for a short time. It didn't even last for 30 minutes! That slippers is bad news for me, I think I'm going to sell it to Mommy Net or just let her have it. Now, I really pray that it's not serious because I don't want giving my mom another thing to worry about. My dad just left for the states this lunch and mom was really sad. Through out their marriage, this is the first time that they'll be away from each other for quite a time and that's saying something since they've been married for more than 25 years already. (28 years??? I don't remember.) and they were never away from each other for a long time and for far distances. The farthest my dad was away from my mom was when he went to HK when I was in grade 3 and that was only for 3 days and 2 nights. So yeah, I don't want giving my mom something to burden her. And besides, we don't have enough money for big medical procedures. I'm going back to school this summer and my brother is going back this june and the tuition fees for both of us are really big. That's why I'm praying that it's not big. I wish that it would go away overnight, please Kami-sama take it away.


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