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 Name : Ayan Kumiko
Nick : Maya
Age : ....
D.O.B : ....
Sign : Sagittarius
Email : mafabunan@yahoo.com
YM : class_cuties
Friendster : kuroitenshi15@yahoo.com

// [A]dores.. *

 anime.
manga.
j-music.
cars.
racing.
drift.
art.
music.
house m.d.

// [L]oathes.. *

 jackasses.
snakes.
stuck-up brats.
spiders.
ampalaya.

// [L]inks.. *

 My multiply.
Fanfictions.
My livejournal.

// [W]ishlist.. *

 nintendo ds.
make a manga.
drift my car.
produce an awesome computer graphic design.
See l'arc~en~ciel perform live.

// [T]agboard.. *

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Thursday, March 02, 2006
|3/02/2006 05:21:00 AM|

Ha... another day. I woke up to the ringing of the phone, wishing that it would stop and go away. Well, who wouldn't want that at 4am? But tough luck for me, it didn't stop which resulted in me being awake at an awfully early time. I would like to go back to sleep but the sandman didn't grant me that wish. So, I laid down there in the bed with my grandma, turning and tossing restlessly, trying with all effort to fall back to sleep. But then, my uncle arrived and I heard him and my brother talking, what with their loud voices. Falling back to sleep was not an option then, the only thing that i can do was to get up and help them with the packing of things. Which by the way, includes a closet, two electric fans, plastics and a piece of large metal. You wouldn't think that my mom wants them to bring the whole house to bicol. but in any case, that's not new, mom is always like that. so there, i hanged around until they left and grabbed the opportunity to sleep again when it presented itself. i got myself two more hours of sleep. but even with that, i still felt horrible when i woke up. i felt like the whole wide world was upon me, wanting to see me tortured for something that i, myself doesn't know. of course, that just might be my imagination working again but the fact still remained that i don't feel good. with a heavy heart and heavy body, i dragged myself to take a shower and get ready for my driving lessons. now, that might be the first thing that lightened my day a bit. driving around is a sure way to get rid of the thoughts that were running in my head. so, i head to my lessons and found out that i have a new instructor. unlike the last, this one was tad quiet but we get along nonetheless. another thing that brightened my day was the fact that i didn't stall the car today. now, that's an improvement. at least i didn't get stuck in the middle of an intersection again. but that happiness was short lived since i only have an hour of driving lessons. after that, i was back to my mood. then tensai texted me that she couldn't meet up with me coz' she woke up late and sare was not available since she has hospital duty. heh, goodness gracious. i was alone again. good thing that timezone arena was already open so i just spent the time playing drummania even though i'm really not in the mood for it. do i have any other choice? i didn't want to go home just yet so i decided to go to the church afterwards. now, i think the driving lesson and me going to church were the only things that i did that has value. the rest were just blah. yeah, that's right. i feel like my life is a blah right now. to the people outside, i may seem like i'm angry at the world. maybe i am or it's just because of one person but whatever the reason is, i still feel horrible right now...

Current mood: blah
Current music: Lost heaven


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